My first October 15th as a baby loss mommy was spent, alone. I was in the middle of preparing a four tier wedding cake so my precious little girl went to spend time with her great-grandmother, and my love spent the evening working. So as I worked at home, I lit candles, took pictures, and cried. I did, however, capture some great photos...and created a beautiful cake.
Before going to grandma's house... my daughter and I send some balloons up to heaven.
I'm finding that each passing day continues to be a constant struggle. And I am also finding that I am dreading the holidays. Sebastion was due to be born on December 21st, 2010. I
I am also making it a goal of mine to try to put together a fund raiser/memory walk for this time next year. I would like to raise money to be able to donate to local hospitals, for care packages of sorts to be given to future grieving families in their time of need. Hopefully this is a goal I will accomplish.